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My Life Thus Far
2007-03-09 06:43:06 (UTC)

Order Is Bliss

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I'm so worn out. My energy level has been so low lately
that I'm almost concerned about it. Even after getting
more sleep (which I have been doing this week) I'm still
drop-dead tired. An hour after waking up, I'm ready to go
back to sleep. Could it be because I'm not working out as
much? I don't know. There always has to be SOMETHING wrong
with me. Because being perfectly healthy is just out of
the question.

I fell asleep around 11:30pm last night and woke up at
8:30am. Late, of course, but still having gotten a solid 9
hours of sleep. So, why was I tired and ready to fall
asleep in the chair at Starbucks by 11am? Hmmm? I hope I'm
not getting sick again. I just got over whatever it was I
had last week.

Work was mellow today. There wasn't much of a crowd, but
the clients that did come in, bought a lot. I had a
$364.66 transaction that just came out of nowhere. The
lady was on a mission, she came in grabbed a shopper,
filled it and within 15 minutes was at the register. Now
that's what I call power shopping! She's my kind of woman!
Anyhow, work was great. Jenny told me today that Kim (the
co-manager) is thinking of stepping down and there's talk
that I should try for the position...FUCK THAT! There is
no way in HELL I'm ready to take on that kind of
responsibility. There's Jenny, Kelly, Jessi or someone
else that's been there longer that could move up. Not me.
I love my job, don't get me wrong, but taking on the
position of co-manager is far more than my plate can hold
right now. Jenny has got to be out of her mind. Let
someone else have her chance to shine. I'll sneak up from
behind when I'm feeling stronger.

I've tried in vain this week to shake Jeremy off. I've
decided that I most definitely don't want to mess around
with him and since that's all he really wants from he,
that means he's just got to go. I don't want to come out
and say "Jeremy, I don't want to have sex with you, please
go away". But that's really what I WANT to say. If
anything were capable of hurting his feelings, I think
that might. Ron suggests I just ignore him. Stop returning
his texts and always be away on AIM. I'll try the non-
confrontation, passive-aggressive approach and see how
that works.

Sago, my sago palm I got in Sacramento last summer, has
finally died. Over the past week, he's been turning white
and drooping a little, so I stopped by the Home Depot this
morning and picked up a low light loving plant. It's a
Peace Lily. I don't see any lilies on it, but it's a
pretty foliage none-the-less. I still need to pot it. I'm
not feeling as motivated to do my hour of chores as I have
been the past couple of nights, but I will just so I don't
slip behind. I've been doing so well this week. Tomorrow
will be a full week of having my house in order. It feels
great opening the door and not having to step over a
mountain of garbage bags (waiting to be taken out) or
twisting an ankle on a Lego left in the hallway. Order is
bliss, I must say.

Okay, that's all I've got to say about today. I'm going to
plant Lily (that's her name, fitting isn't it?) and tidy
up my bedroom before I hit the hay. I'm so darn tired!
Ciao.




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