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My Life Thus Far
Stuck-Up, Self-Centered, Entitled Little Bitch
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Sorry for not writing last night. All of a sudden, out of
nowhere, I got this massive headache and just had to go to
bed. Writing was out of the question. So, let me catch you
up...
I had a good day for the most part. Work was easy and
slow. Just how I like it. I'd forgotten my medication the
night before, so I was a little on edge most of the day. I
almost bitch slapped a lady in Target for being stupid,
but I didn't. I controlled myself enough to get home and
take my missed meds. Gen came over to watch Grey's Anatomy
(which ended up being a rerun) and to help me clean (which
didn't happen). The Coach Snookie picked out for me
arrived. Because I was still upset about the cashier at
Target, I wasn't in the best mood and when I unwrapped it
and took it out of it's box, I wasn't happy. It's nice
enough, but I wouldn't have picked it for myself and
because I wasn't feeling 100%, I acted like a stuck-up,
self-centered, entitled little bitch. I tried it on, hated
it, tossed it back in the box and pouted like a 2 year
old. Why can't I just be grateful? Yeah, it's different
(and very colorful), but that just means I won't see every
other girl wearing it. I got over it and now I'm liking it
a little more. Now that I'm level-headed.
Today was a fabulous day! I don't have many of those, so
I'm relishing it. I was scheduled for a 9-1:30pm shift,
with a 2-5:30pm on-call, which of course, they used. They
always do, but since I love my job, it was okay. You'll
never guess what I did today...I got 10 credit cards! My
all-time record. Not that this changes my self-worth
(okay, it does), but it definitely makes me feel good.
Brittany got 2, but other than that, I couldn't be
touched. Being there for 8 hours helped.
On my lunch break, I did some power-shopping at Baby Gap.
I got the girls some new clothes. It seemed like all of
Annie's pants were high-waters, torn, too tight or all of
the above. Kiki always seems to be in something stained or
outgrowing things as I look at her. So, they both got
some new things. I only spent $300 and came out with a
bunch of cute things. Including 3 pairs of new tights for
Annie and shoes for both of them. They had some things on
sale, too. That always helps.
When I got home today, there was a package by the front
door from Coach. My wallet arrived! So, I've got the purse
and the matching wallet. I'm pleased. I think maybe I am a
little spoiled. What did I do to deserve my life?
Sometimes it royally sucks, but for the most part it's
good. Finally, karma is paying me back for my shitty
childhood. I take rain checks.
Back to cleaning I go. Helena is supposed to be coming
over, although I haven't heard from her, so I don't know
what time. Tomorrow afternoon, I want to take Gen to
Costco and then tomorrow evening, I'm planning a little
get-together. She doesn't know it yet, but Ron and Jeremy
are coming over. Well, she knew about Ron, but not Jeremy.
Maybe I'll have some semblance of a life before I know
it?! Ciao.
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