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My Life Thus Far
2007-01-26 08:01:35 (UTC)

A Series Of Really Good Days

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Okay, I can't skip two nights with no good reason. Last
night, I just didn't feel like writing. I was tired, it
just wasn't happening. I'm just as tired tonight, but I
feel obligated.

Yesterday was a great day. The weather was amazing (sunny
and balmy), work was great, I had a great workout, I
really can't complain. I went to Kiki's planning
appointment at Holly Ridge, too. She'll be going every
Thursday from 9am-10am to have speech therapy. I'm not
sure when she'll start yet. We have to wait for Tricare to
approve the treatment plan before we can begin. I'm
excited. I really hope this helps her catch up. I don't
think she's permanently delayed. She just needs a little
help catching up.

Today was yet another really good day. I've been having a
series of really good days lately. It's kind of nice! I
had to drag myself through my workout, but I got it done
and felt better for it. By the time I left the gym, I was
feeling energized and happy. I had my usual starbucks with
Gen, then headed off to work.

Work was quiet, back to the way it usually is, which is
nice. I actually enjoy straightening panty tables in my
spare time and getting to play with the beauty products. I
got 3 credit cards and sold a ton of bras. I think it was
because I'm happier. I've been working hard, eating right
and I'm starting to drop some pounds. My confidence is
coming back. That, and the low cut top I wore today made
me feel sexy. That's always a great feeling.

The whole Jeremy thing has reached a point of
acceptibility. We IM in the evening and he sent me a few
texts on my phone (okay, a few more than a few), but the
talk of meeting in person has quelled for the time being.
I know Snookums wouldn't approve of what I'm doing, but
it's fun in a naughty sort of way. He's only ever been
specific about physical infidelity. He never said I
couldn't talk online with another man. I know I'm making
excuses, because I am 100% sure he wouldn't approve, but
sometimes what he doesn't know, won't hurt him. As long as
my conscience is clear. I'm good. I won't let it go too
far. I let it get way more out of control with TJ in the
woods last summer.

Okay, it's bed time. Ciao.




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