rainy

My heart in a knot
2007-01-21 21:02:22 (UTC)

Totally insane

OMG!!! I just told mel the truth about me and he wrote me
back and told me I was "totally insane" He thinks I'm a
total nut case!!! OMG have I ruined it forever???


I just wanted to date him for ONE day and this is what I
have had to go through... months of emails and lies..and
then he calls me INSANE... I made up some part about God
forgiving me and he should too.. I'm sooo good at this.

I feel so weird right now, because he is online and I don't
know were this is going to go.

He isn't writing me back and I don't know what to do
anymore, I'm freaking out because this is weird and he
thinks I'm INSANE.

I always screw things up!!! I don't even have benjamin
anymore or angel!!! and now I have LOST MEL!!! it's the END
OF THE WORLD.


brb




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