rainy

My heart in a knot
2007-01-16 21:45:16 (UTC)

Never...

Never have I not been able to find absolutely no trace of
someone as I have with Benjamin... there is absolutely no
trace of him anywhere, I don't even know if that's his real
name, even though I had his credit card receipt, he may of
been using someone else's name... this guy is pretty clever,
almost as clever as me if not just as clever as me.... he
may even be more clever then me.

I should of gotten his license plate number when I had the
chance to. It's possible that he may be living double lives.
Or maybe he hasn't been in the US long enough, of course he
did tell me he was in the army at one point... so I don't
know I guess he will always remain a mystery for me... it's
not that I'm trying to stalk him but it's almost like he
doesn't exist. It's too weird.

That maybe why he never wanted to go and get tested, because
he didn't want me to know anything... I'm not stupid though,
I caught him with that woman in the store plus he drives a
mini-van so I know he has a family... but of course he did
say he had kids in Puerto Rico... so I'm thinking what he
meant was that he has a wife and kids in Puerto Rico and a
wife and kids here in the states... and I was just a quick
fling.


This is not the end. I can't be left so empty handed...


laterszzzz




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