rainy

My heart in a knot
2007-01-06 00:39:01 (UTC)

suspicious

I am officially suspicious of the girl I have the puppy to,
mainly because her story doesn't make any sense what so
ever. At first she said that the guy came over their house
and saw the dog then she said that her mom took the dog to
her job which is HIGHLY unlikely. It seems like she is apart
of some kind of scam, I think she took the dog knowing that
her mom would say no, I mean who just takes a dog and
doesn't tell the people who you live with that you are
bringing it home?

I think she may be apart of some kind of animal-selling-type
stuff, I should of never giving that dog away for free,
because when you do they don't go to good homes. I really
need for this dog to go to a GOOD home and now that I don't
know who is taking her I can't ensure that, after she told
me that she was unable to have the dog then that means that
the dog was not hers to give away.

So now I'm about to get some info from this person about
were the dog is at, I don't want this dog to end up in some
animal shelter, I should of taken her there in the first
place, at least she would have a much better opportunity to
get into a good home. I should of known when I keep telling
her about the dog and all she would say was...awww it's so
cute.. A dog is a big responsibility and you shouldn't play
around like that. so Now I'm pissed off because this dog's
life is in my hands and I don't want her to be in the hands
of some neo-nazi animal abusers.

I know I can't keep her because she will be too expensive
for me right now but as her owner I need to make sure she
gets a good home. And now I am feeling upset and angry that
this has happened, and right now I know that she is some
were pissing on the carpet and tearing up things and barking
and crying, especially if she is not around other dogs. and
if I find out that she is being abused by some crazy white
racist guy then I'm going to call the animal department and
he's going to jail. I'm serious too.

I'm on nerves ends right now just thinking about it, I wish
I could calm down but it will be a while, anyway I have work
tomorrow and all this weekend and some next week.

I think now I am going to sign up at the local animal
shelter to do some volunteering, I think in the current mind
frame I am in it will be the best thing for me to do.


-fin- (for now)




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