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My Life Thus Far
2006-12-21 05:18:04 (UTC)

Peace

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I thought about mom a lot today. About our conversation.
What her intentions for calling me were. If in fact, it
was just her making amends so she can die with a clear
conscience. I don't know. I hope that isn't the case.
She's too obstinate to be dying now and I don't want to
jump to that conclusion if in fact, things aren't that
bad, but it's in the back of my head. If she is on her way
out, I'd at least like to see her once more before she
goes. I called my dad and let him know that she called and
he didn't seem the least bit surprised. He almost sounded
like he'd been expecting it, which was different. I hadn't
expected her to call me. He also thinks she's making her
peace so she can die with a clear conscience. I want her
to have that peace. I really do.

I didn't work today, which was great, but it was still a
long day and I'm tired. Snookums got his new Washington
driver's license today, got his hair cut and I got to
spend some time with Gen, which I don't get to do so much
when Snookums is home. So, that was nice. We stopped at
Target for a bit. Gen needed to get something and I just
wandered around. It was fun.

As you can see, I'm not so into writing right now. I don't
have much to say and I just want to go to sleep. So, I
guess that's what I'll do. Ciao.




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