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My Life Thus Far
2006-12-20 06:50:46 (UTC)

MY MOTHER!

*****

I'm not even going to try to ramble on aimlessly about my
ordinary day when I've got something so SHOCKING, AMAZING,
UNEXPECTED, and CATHARTIC to tell you about! You'll never
guess who called MY house today...MY MOTHER! The mother
who hasn't spoken to me in almost 3 years. The mother who
disappeared off the face of the earth, leaving behind no
trace of herself. We spoke for about an hour, mostly
trying to figure out where the other person stood when it
came to all that's happened in our lives. So much has
happened to the both of us. As much as I'd like to say all
is well between us. That's just not the case. Things will
never be right between us and although I hold no animosity
towards her, I have to think of myself and my family
first. She's my mother though, and I'll always love her.
Especially since she's fighting breast cancer (again) and
my not be long for this world. I have to make my peace
with her. I guess I'm just feeling really grateful to have
that chance. Ciao.




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