Interrupted
My Life Thus Far
Odwalla Food Bars
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"It is most unlikely that we shall actually be able to
take on the suffering of others and give them our
happiness. When such transference between beings does
occur it is the result of some very strong unbroken karmic
connection from the past."
I'm feeling better than I did when I wrote this morning.
When I got to the gym this morning, I decided to be nice
to myself. I went up to the yoga room (which is empty on
non-yoga class days) and did some yogic exercises. Nothing
too trying, just some easy stretches and mind-clearing
breathing. I thought about all the things I haven't been
allowing myself to think about (whether I want to lose
more weight, what I feel about having another baby, how I
want my life to play out, etc.) Sometimes thinking about
the things you don't want to think about helps clear your
body of a lot of negative energy. I didn't come to any
conclusions about my life in the 30 minutes I spent in the
yoga room, but I came out feeling so much happier and
lighter. I was able to go on with the rest of the day
depression-free. So, it couldn't be depression if it was
so easily resolved.
Even though today was my day off, I spent it working. Not
at VS, but at home. I went grocery shopping, tidied up the
house, ran some errands. I kept myself busy and I managed
not to spend a penny on myself (unless you want to count
the food I bought). I picked Kiki up from daycare a little
early and took her to the mall to play at Periscope Place
(the play area). She loves it there and Annie practically
lived there as an infant/toddler/preschooler. Kiki hasn't
had that opportunity.
I made a wonderful discovery at Safeway this morning. I go
there because they have a good selection of vegan deli
products, cheeses and interesting flavored tofu varieties
I can't find anywhere else (I got a three berry flavored
dessert tofu)! I stumbled across Odwalla Food Bars. They
are completely vegan, right down to vegetarian protein
sources and SO YUMMY! I had the chocolate peanut bar for
lunch and nearly had an orgasm it was so good! I'm
kidding, but it was good.
I'm going to bed now. Tomorrow is going to be a busy day
and I've been tired for the past 4 hours. Ciao.
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