Interrupted
My Life Thus Far
Veggie Crumbles
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I feel there is a difference between the mental conflicts
that one feels and the emotions they give rise to-anger,
hostility, and so forth. If you are not able to express
the mental conflicts that you have, then at a later point
of your life when you are able to express these mental
conflicts, they are automatically accompanied by hostility
and anger. Therefore, it is important to express one's
suffering, not so much the hostility, but rather the
suffering."
This is what happened to me after I admitted to the abuse.
I was never able to express my suffering, so when it came
out, it was accompanied by a lot of anger and hostility.
I'm feeling so much more positive now. Life feels so much
more enjoyable now that I'm not constantly suffering!
I'm feeling much better physically today that I have been
the past two days. Getting caught up on the Celexa got rid
of all the withdrawal symptoms virtually over night. I
won't try to stop taking them again. I'll let my doctor do
it in a way that won't leave me feeling like a twitchy
crack addict!
What the hell happened to my period? It's mid October and
September's menstruation never came. What is going on with
my body? I'd really like to know. I'm not feeling at all
premenstrual, its like it just went on vacation. Maybe
this is my body's way of resetting itself and October's
period will come on time, with no abnormalities. I can
only hope. I'd like to have some sort of idea when it's
coming, not just start bleeding out of the blue.
Work went well today. It started of rocky and not for any
other reason than I wanted to be with Snookums, not at
work. But, I quickly got over that and got into a groove
of helping clients and getting angels cards. I got 4
today. So that's 8 so far this week and I only needed to
get 2. I still have tomorrow, too. I took Dionne's opening
shift because it's her birthday and she had plans. So, I
may be having 12 instead of the store goal of 3. You never
know. I'm just so glad I love this job! I've yet to have a
day that didn't go well.
I got the entire family to eat a meat substitute with me
tonight! I made tacos with Morningstar's veggie crumbles.
The taste and texture tastes very similar to ground beef
(at least to me it did) so, Snookums and the girls ate it
no problem. Of course, they still added their mexican
three cheese blend and sour cream, but they aren't vegan.
They're allowed. I don't miss those extra toppings. I
love being vegan. It suits me so very well.
I'm going to bed now. I'm tired and I deserve to cuddle
with my Snookums and go to sleep! Ciao.
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