Interrupted

My Life Thus Far
2006-10-19 03:26:30 (UTC)

I've Got A Little Addiction

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Yesterday's:
"There is no possibility of happiness and peace while
someone is under the leadership of a very negative person.
Therefore, reflect upon the fact that you are under the
rule of ignorance; ignorance is like a despotic king, and
anger and attachment are like his ministers. We live under
the tyranny and influence of ignorance, the self-grasping
attitude, and also the self-cherishing attitude-factors
that all the buddhas and bodhisattvas treat as real
enemies."

Today's:
"There are different types of patience: the patience of
being indifferent to the harm inflicted by others, the
patience of voluntarily accepting hardship, and the
patience developed through reasoned conviction in the
Dharma."

I've got such a headache. All day I've been dizzy,
nauseated, tired and cranky. If it weren't impossible, I'd
swear I was pregnant! But, it is impossible. Snookums has
only been home for a little over 24 hours. He's fertile,
but not that fertile. I think It's caffeine withdrawals.
Pretty much everyday I've had some form of caffiene.
Whether it be coffee or tea, but today I had none. Hmmm...
Sounds like I've got a little addiction on my hands.
Better nip this one in the bud quickly. It's decaf from
now on!

Yesterday, I was very apprehensive about having sex with
Snookums. Before he left, sex was actually painful and I
was kind of scared that whatever was causing it then,
would still be there, because I'd never addressed the
issue. But things seem to be okay. It's still a little
uncomfortable, but I'm thinking that might be because it's
been so long since I've had intercourse. He's a little
longer than I can comfortable accomodate and it's always
been that way. That I can deal with, it's the sharp
piercing pain that was frightening me a little. It seems
to have resolved itself, though. So, I'm doing okay. We
haven't been going at it like rabbits, either. I'm getting
too old for that kind of behavior.

I'm not feeling well. I think I'll go lay down. Don't
worry. Even though I haven't given you a play-by-play of
the past two days, you aren't missing much. Ciao.




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