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My Life Thus Far
2006-10-13 04:40:38 (UTC)

Secret Embrace

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"In the beginning of Buddhist practice, our ability to
serve others is limited. The emphasis is on healing
ourselves, transforming our minds and hearts. But as we
continue, we become stronger and increasingly able to
serve others. But until then, we may get overwhelmed by
the sufferings and difficulties of other people. We may
become exhausted and not able to serve others, not to
mention ourselves, effectively. It is natural to feel some
limitation with both, and we just have to accept that."

This is me. But, I'm so happy to see that I've finally
found something to help me. I'm not entirely sure if its
the anti-depressant or the Buddhism, but I think it's more
the Buddhism than the drugs. I'm thinking about weaning
myself off of them anyway. Snookums and I don't want a
repeat of the miscarriage we had last month. So, I'm not
taking any chances. I'm not sure what caused that
miscarriage (and I'll never know), but if they don't
recommend taking them while pregnant, then I won't. NO,
I'm not pregnant yet, but I'm planning...

I'm writing this on commercial breaks. My most favorite
show (Grey's Anatomy) is on! So, it's a good think I don't
have much to say.

Work was GREAT! I was on fire today. I got 6 Angels cards
(the Victoria's Secret credit card) today! One was on
myself, so I don't think it should count, but it does, so
I got 6! My goal (everyone's goal actually) is one every
four hours. Everyone was shocked at how easily I was
getting them. In all actuality, it was almost like all I
had to do was ask and people said yes. I think me being at
the cashwrap had something to do with it. I'm thinking
they'll have me on registers more often!

Also, I got a free bra today. The newest Angels Secret
Embrace. It hasn't even come out yet, but all associates
got a free one so we can wear it, see how it works and
then be able to sell it by personal experience when it
comes out next week. When I first started, I had to try on
all the bras so I could explain the different fits. It's
the same idea, only I get to keep it.

Dumb ass me spilled the beans on my own secret! Last
night, I meant to send an e-mail to a friend of mine
(regarding above said secret) and I accidentally sent it
to Snookums instead! So, the cat is out of the bag. I
might as well share it with everyone now. I got a new
tattoo. It's a filigree heart (an interpretation of a
heart pendant Snookums gave me as an engagement present 3
years ago). I never wear it, but it's so special to me. I
decided to have it immortalized on my bikini line. Not on
my leg, but farther up. It's a hard area to describe
and I'm most certainly not taking a picture of it, so
you'll just have to visualize. It's cute.

Well, I'm starving and I want to watch Grey's Anatomy
without having to jump up every commercial to write
another paragraph! Ciao and goodnight!




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