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My Life Thus Far
2006-09-21 04:11:34 (UTC)

I Wish I Had Some Vodka

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"Whether their entire life will be successful or not
depends much upon the atmosphere young children feel
thoughout the day. In a family where their is love and
compassion, the children will become happier and more
successful human beings. Without love, there is a danger
of spoiling or ruining their whole life. Human affection
is thus most influential for chldren's development."

So, this exlains a lot. Now I know what happened to me. My
upbringing lacked love and compassion, so I ended up
having my whole life ruined. I didn't need the Dalai Lama
to tell me that, but it's always nice to have concurrence.

About an hour ago, I was doing the dishes, stopping every
moment or two to take a sip of my diet soda, when out of
the blue, I just thought to myself "I wish I had some
vodka. That would taste pretty good with this soda." The
funny thing is, I'm not a drinker. The occasional times
I've drank, it's been social, most definitely not by
myself. But, it sounded appealing for no apparent reason.

I had an okay day. It lacked human interaction and
stimulation, but it wasn't bad. I went to the gym, stopped
at the Commissary for some staples, then came home to
await pick-up time. Annie gets out of school early on
Wednesdays, so I picked them up a little earlier. I
wanted to have more time at home. I was lonely anyway.

For dinner tonight, I made myself the most killer cabbage
soup! Not that nasty cabbage soup dieters choke down, but
a really good, rich cabbage soup made simply of
caramelized sweet onion, scallions, garlic, cracked black
pepper (not the ground-up shaker crap) and a small head of
green cabbage. It tastes so good, it's good for you and it
takes practically no time to cook. It really hit the spot.
Not that anyone cares what I had for dinner. Is anybody
out there? Hello......

I've got nothing else to talk about. So, I think I'll
crochet for awhile before I go to bed alone. No, I'm not
feeling sorry for myself. I'm stating the truth. Ciao.




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