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My Life Thus Far
2006-08-01 06:22:14 (UTC)

Anti-Depressants and Alcohol DON'T Mix

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"Regarding my actual daily practice, I spend, at the very
least, five and a half hours per day in prayer,
meditation, and study. On top of this, I also pray
whenever I can during odd moments of the day; for example,
over meals and while traveling. In this last case, I have
three main reasons for doing so: first, it contributes
toward fulfillment of my daily duty; second, it helps to
pass the time productively; third, it assuages fear! I see
no distinction between religious practice and daily life."

You have no clue how hard that was to write without error.
Because I'm...DRUNK!!! Well, not anymore. I'm just a
little buzzed (which makes accuracy difficult). That's why
today is a 4 star day, instead of the pathetic 3 star day
it was turning out to be.

I got to the gym late, but earlier than I have been
getting there. Tomorrow, I'm shooting for 8am, but we'll
see how that goes. Gen and I at least got to see each
other. I burned 1200 calories, which I'm sure didn't make
up for what I ate this weekend, but if I do that everyday
and don't sabotage myself anymore, it will.

After the gym, I went to the hospital to get more Celexa.
That was easy and only took an hour. By the time I got
home, Snookums was home from work, so we had lunch and
went for a walk in NAD park (the park I used to see TJ
in). We didn't get freaky in the bushes, we just walked
the trails, but it was nice.

On the way home from getting the girls, Amanda called my
cellphone and invited me to Cassie's birthday dinner at
Outback. I wasn't going to, but I had one drink. A
strawberry pina colada (which was SO sweet and fabulous!)
You know it's bad when you start taking pictures of your
boobs and showing them to everyone. I fear what Jason will
hear at work tomorrow, considering there were 3 guys he
works with there, including one he just sent to be court
marshalled this morning (he missed his duty day and didn't
call or come in to explain himself). I'm in trouble.

I need to go to bed now. My tummy is mad at me and I'm so
sleepy. Anti-depressants and alcohol DON'T mix! Ciao.




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