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My Life Thus Far
Last Night I Was Bad...
VERY,VERY bad... I had a pizza binge. A medium Hawaiian,
my favorite. I want to do it again tonight, but I'm
fighting the urge...
I went to the gym again today. This time I did an hour on
the treadmill (700 calories) and 45 minutes on the
elliptical (500 calories), my usual Pilates, crunches and
stretches and 30 minutes in the sauna. I had to make up
for my transgressions from last night. My other punishment
was no food. I haven't eaten anything today. I have had
slim-fast, because my hypoglycemia won't allow total
fasting, but no food is punishment enough, I think. The
only problem is, I want to BINGE again!!! I even planned
it out. I'd order from Pizza Hut, since I ordered from
Domino's last night. I wouldn't want anyone to know what I
was doing with that whole pizza. I even justified it in my
head. But, I sat down with my accountability journal and
read through my Words of Wisdom section and I'm feeling a
little better. A little more in control. Let's just hope
I can hold onto that control...
My list of chores is haunting me. I've been
procrastinating for the past two days and now that my days
off are coming to an end, I still didn't manage to get
everything done. I need to at least get the laundry put
away and the finances done, so I'll have clothes to wear
and money to spend. Forget everything else. I'll tackle
the necessities. Ciao.
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