Interrupted
My Life Thus Far
Crash and Burn
I'm throughly exhausted. I'm happy, in good spirits, but
tired to the bone. I know it's because I'm still not use
to working a regular workday, but I'll get use to it. Each
day is a little better than the one before. Not to mention
I get a 3 day weekend every week. How many people can say
that?
This morning went really smoothly. I got ready, got the
girls ready and got out the door right on time with no
problem. Being on time first thing in the morning really
sets the pace for the rest of the day. If I'm rushing
right out the starting gate, I find myself rushing all
day.
I got off work a few hours early today (and I think I will
tomorrow, too). I'm not sure why the office closed early,
but I'm not complaining. I decided to hit the gym, even
though I didn't have my gym stuff with me. So, imagine me
power walking on the treadmill in scrubs...funny picture,
huh? Well, I couldn't pass up an opportunity for calorie
expenditure.
Speaking of calories. I'm still having trouble keeping my
calorie count low. Now that I have to be a functioning,
productive member of society I can't run on such low
reserves. I'm burning more calories from working all day
(I'm on my feet and power walking all over the office,
running for this, rushing to get that. It's a lot of work.
Not to mention our stockroom is in the basement and I go
up and down those stairs about 20 times a day), and I
can't simply ingnore the hunger. I have other things to
concentrate on and being weak, hungry and light-headed
from low blood sugar isn't working out. I haven't even
been keeping track of what I'm eating very well. Just
rough estimates. I haven't been binging, just eating-dare
I say it-NORMALLY. I know, strange. Me, doing something
normally. Who'd have thought...
I'm going to do more research on line to see what the best
method would be to boost my metabolism, start losing
weight again, but not starve myself. It's the only way I
know how to lose, unfortunately , it isn't going to work
so well for me in the long term. Why do things have to be
so complicated?
Dance was great. I'm loving it so much I can't even
describe how glad I am that I had the courage to sign up.
My instructor is great, I love the pace of both classes.
Dance is definitely my thing.
I'd love to chat more, but it's already after 11pm and I
NEED to get sleep or I'm going to crash and burn early
tomorrow. We don't want that to happen... Ciao.
Ad: