Interrupted
My Life Thus Far
Squared Away
We successfully completed all of our errands today. So, I
can start work tomorrow knowing I don't have any nagging
little tasks hanging over my head. Everything is squared
away. That's a good feeling.
I woke up late this morning, 8:15am. Daylight savings time
always messes up my internal clock, but thankfully it
wasn't a major issue today. I got the girls to daycare by
9:30am, went to the gym until 11:30am and was home before
noon. Snookie didn't want to go to the gym with me, so my
morning was a lot like it is when he's out to sea. I
wouldn't want to forget what loneliness feels like, or
anything. It was a good thing, though. He cleaned up the
house for me (even swept, mopped AND vacuumed). I didn't
even have to beg. What a great man :)
We shared a quick microwaved lunch together (I had a Lean
Cuisine meal, he had a South Beach pizza), I showered and
dressed, then we headed out to put a dent in our to-do
list. We had everything completed by 4:15pm and now we're
home relaxing. Snookie and Annie are playing Yahtzee and
Kiki is watching Baby Einstein. All is good in my
universe. At least for the moment.
Tonight, I need to mentally prepare myself for the new
direction my life is about to take. This isn't school
anymore, I'm actually going to start working :) I'll be
getting paid for my time. I'm looking forward to it, but
with the slightest dose of trepidation along with it. I
want to do well and that requires me to devote myself to
it. To put forth a strong effort. To bring my "A" game. I
know I'll be successful, because I seem to always do well
with whatever I put my mind to. It's still a little
unnerving to make changes in your life, even if they are
for the better. I'll be training to become one of the
chairside assistants, not the sterilization helper I
thought I would be. I'm up for the challenge, though. So,
it's all good!
I've done really well with my food intake today. I'm so
relieved to be back on track and proud of myself, for
once. I know it doesn't say much for my self-esteem that
what I eat directly corrolates into the level of my self-
worth, but it does and I can't change that. So, since I
didn't eat anything bad for me or high cal, I've had a
good day and I can be happy. I'll tell you all about my
first official day of work when I get home tomorrow, Ciao!
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