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My Life Thus Far
2006-04-03 05:06:30 (UTC)

Self-Governing Qualities

I've decided that when it comes to self-control,
motivation, determination or any of those other inwardly
located, self-governing qualities, I TOTALLY SUCK ASS and
I NEED TO BURY MYSELF UNDER A ROCK where the only food to
be had are festering worms and slugs. Both of which are
utterly repulsive and unfit to be eaten by neither man nor
beast, so I'd be sure to lose bunches of weight. As much
as I'd love to NOT blame my husband for my inabiltiy to
remain on track and lose weight, it IS his fault on so
many levels. He is my saboteur. If I demonstrate even the
slightest signs of weakness, he swoops in and underminds
my faultering resolve with a proposed trip to my favorite
restaurant or my favorite dessert. It never fails. I was
doing great until about 4:30pm. Then somehow he stealthily
infiltrated my mind with images of the Chinese buffet and
Cold Stone ice cream and before I could say "Intestinal
Fortitude" we were in the car and on our way. I'm such a
failure...

No surprise, I'm still at 148. My hope is that once we get
back into a normal routine next week (Tuesday) I'll be
able to get back into negative calorie mode and I'll drop
a couple of pounds. I find that after a prolonged period
of high calorie days, I always drop 3-5 pounds the week
after. So, I'm keeping my fingers crossed. I'm going to
try my hardest not to be so tough on myself. After all, I
have been able to eat pretty much whatever the hell I want
without putting on a single pound. That in itself is a
miraculous act.

I spent a few hours today getting to know my new
cellphone. It's so cool! I set up my T-Mobile My Album
feature, so now all the pictures I take on my cellphone
get posted on my own website. If you've ever wanted to
know what I look like, here's your chance. I took a crappy
ass picture of myself, just to test the website out.
Here's the address. Just copy and paste it into your web
browser:

http://www.t-mobilepictures.com/SnookiesAngels

Mainly, I'll be using my album to keep Snookums updated on
the girls' while he's out to sea, but I'll let you know if
there's anything worth looking at in there from time to
time. Right now it's the crappy shot of me in the
bathroom, a really dark picture of Kiki, Snookums in Red
Lobster and Kiki's fingerpainting. Hardly interesting
stuff, but it'll get better.

I must dash off for now. I've got a load of whites to fold
and put away before I can get to bed. Tomorrow is errand
day (grocery shopping, nails, hair cut for Snookie, pick
up uniforms from the tailor) plus a workout at the gym, so
I'm going to need my beauty rest :) Ciao.




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