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My Life Thus Far
2006-03-16 07:48:46 (UTC)

Control

I'm feeling a little more in control. Control is exactly
what I strive to achieve. So, I'm feeling better now that
I've got it back. Even if it's only over what I eat (or
don't eat).

For the most part I had a good day. It was nice spending
the day with Kiki like we use to when she and I stayed
home together. I'm glad I'll be able to have days like
that now. I'll truely have the best of both worlds. Days
when I go to work and days when I get to stay home and be
a wife and mother. No one could ask for more than that :)

Just when I was at my lowest. Just when I REALLY needed a
friend. God sent one my way. To my surprise, my cellphone
rang at 7:30pm, which is unusual. When I answered, it was
Shannell. We talked for a bit, then since she was in Port
Orchard, anyway she decided to come over. She and I talked
and socialized for a few hours and then went through my
closet. I gave her all of my remaining size 16-12 clothes,
since I'm a perfect 10 now and some pajamas and shoes,
too. I would have just given them to charity anyway, so
I'm glad a friend could use them instead of St. Vincent De
Paul.

It's late, almost midnight, so I'm going to bed now. Don't
worry about me, I'm doing better. I've decided to take a
break from hardcore dieting. I'm going to focus on
enjoying all the weight I've lost and be grateful that I'm
no longer clinically overweight. I'm just overweight in my
mind :( I'll deal with it in my own way, in my own time.
Ciao.




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