Interrupted

My Life Thus Far
2006-03-10 04:17:13 (UTC)

Shower and Sleep

I'm not really in the mood to write, but since this is my
routine, I'll just get it done and go to bed. Last night I
calling a friend I haven't talked with in awhile. We ended
up chating until midnight, so I didn't get much sleep.
I'll be making up for it tonight. I swear I'm taking a
shower and going to bed as soon as I'm done.

As far as getting back on track goes, I did really well
today. I monitored my food intake, water intake and I did
a very productive workout at the gym. The full length
workout, not the half-assed one I do on days I don't want
to be there. Even though I've managed to keep myself
honest and accountable, the urge to overeat is so STRONG.
It's like, after six months of being diligent and
motivated, I feel entitled to eat normally because I've
come so far. When in reality, I've got 23 pounds to go. I
can't get complacent now. I know I've learned valuable
skills as far as maintaining my weight goes, so I'm
confident that I won't regain a single pound, but I do so
want to reach my 130 pound goal. I won't stop until I get
there. Then I'll maintain.

As you could probably guess, I didn't make it to dance
class tonight :( The main reason being I couldn't find a
sitter, the other reason being the damn weather. It's
snowing :( I don't like snow when I have to drive in it.
Which I do, so it better not stick around. I want to keep
taking dance, but it doesn't look likely if I can't find a
reliable person to watch the girls. I don't want to
disrupt their routine by dragging them to someone's house
when they should be in bed. I want to find someone who
they can get to know and trust and is always the one who
watches them. Like a nanny, but only on Thursdays and the
occasional Saturday when Snookie is home. I'll keep
looking, I guess.

I'm going to shower and sleep now. Ciao.




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