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My Life Thus Far
Bye Snookums :(
My husband just left for his second fast-cruise this year.
Even though I'm getting use to it, it doesn't get any
easier. I'm painfully aware that the entire responsibility
of the family has fallen upon my shoulders. I'm strong, I
can handle it, but I'm going to miss my partner, my lover,
my best friend. As cheesy as that may sound, it's true.
Imagine at your loneliest moment, your best friend leaving
you for days, weeks, months at a time. That's my reality.
But, as I've said before. This is the life I chose,
because I love Snookums that much.
Today was a slightly better day than yesterday, but it
wasn't the most wonderful day I've had. My extern is
starting to bore me. Mainly because my full potential is
not being reached. I want to assist the dentist (hence the
name dental assistant), not spend the day doing their
grunt work. I'm sick of pulling charts and doing perio
charting. I want to get my hands dirty (literally) and get
some practical, real-world experience. I'm not thinking
I'm going to get that, so I'm biding my time and just
getting this step in my educational process done, so I can
move on with my life. Snookums wants me to go back to
being his housewife, but I don't know if that's what I
want. I like the idea of working, but I value my freedom
to do whatever I want, whenever I want to, too. Now that
Kiki's in daycare, I'm free to do what makes me happy
(work out), which in turn makes me a more happy mommy when
I'm with the girls. So, Snookie's wish for me to be his
housewife again is fine, as long as I can still go to the
gym and have a little "me" time.
It's been raining buckets for days on end and frankly, I'm
tired of being cold and wet. I know Washington is know for
it's rain, but this is ridiculous. The same road by my
house that got damaged by a mudslide earlier this month
had another slide yesterday. Thankfully, it was a much
smaller slide and the road is open again, but I'm tired of
this. It felt like I spend 1/4 of my day in the rain. And
all I did was go to work, run a few errands, had lunch
with Snookie and went to the gym. But, once I got out of
the car each time, I was instantly drenched and cold. I
don't usually mind the rain, but even I've got to say
enough's enough.
A hot shower and my bed are calling me. I'm going to make
an attempt at getting more sleep while Snookums is gone.
Without him here to make me go to sleep, I tend to not get
enough shut-eye. I'd better work on that, or the poor,
unsuspecting people at Silverdale Dental Center won't know
what happened to sweet Jennifer. Ciao.
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