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My Life Thus Far
Sweaty-Hot Snookums
I'm not really in the mood for pouring my life onto the
page right now, but I feel obligated. Writing down my
feelings was so important to me for so long, it's weird
not NEEDING to write. I've been handling my emotions so
well and feeling so good lately, that writing has been
kind of an afterthought. But, that is so typically me. My
entire life, everytime I've tried to keep a diary I've
inevitably always forgotten about it during the good times
and poured my heart out in it during the bad times. It's a
pattern I'm trying to break. The good aspects of my life
deserve to be expressed just as much as the bad aspects.
Maybe then I'll have more appreciation for all the good
that happens to me. I am so lucky. I see that when I stop
and really take the time to realize it.
The gym was busy today and for some reason that makes me
unhappy. I am a creature of habit and when my patterns are
interrupted I get a little moody. So, when I walked into
the ladies locker room and realized that my favorite
locker was already taken. Then I walked into the aerobic
theater and saw my elliptical was taken, I got a little
perturbed. But, I have a back-up favorite machine and it
was open, so I sucked it up and dealt with it. I managed
to find an available locker in the same row of lockers I
like, so I dealt with that, too. Thank goodness my
favorite shower was open, or I don't know what I would
have done :) Dealt with that, too I suppose.
I lost my ID card today, which if anyone is affiliated
with the military they know that I basically lost my
identity and worth as a military dependant as far as the
Navy is concerned. Because without that card, I can't go
to the Commissary (food), I can't get on base (the gym)
and I can't go to the hospital (self-explainatory). All
things that are important to me. Thankfully, after running
around base like a chicken with my head cut off I found it
in the gym parking lot, completely unscathed. THANK GOD.
Do you have any idea how hard these damn cards are to come
by at times? Not to mention Snookums is leaving next
Tuesday. I definitely can't be losing it when he's gone.
I'm just glad I found it.
I'm going to bed now. Snookie isn't feeling well and wants
to go to sleep. I'm not ready to sleep yet, but I want
some cuddle time before he passes out into a snoring,
drooling mass of sweaty-hot Snookums. It won't take him
long to reach that state, so I'd better go. Ciao.
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