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My Life Thus Far
2005-10-13 16:14:21 (UTC)

BITCHIEST Mood

I am in the BITCHIEST mood I've been in for a very long
time. From the moment I woke up until now (which has only
been 2 hours)I've felt like there's a monster raging
inside of me. I tried not to get angry with the girls' but
it was difficult, considering everything they did pissed
me off. Instead of getting dressed and making her bed like
Annie usually does in the morning, she opted for zoning
out in front of Toon Disney, setting us back an hour in
our morning ritual. So, that pissed me off. Kiki (usually
my big, healthy eater) refused to eat and what she did get
down, she spit up all over both her and myself on the way
out the door. And to top off my good mood, I've got a TO
DO list a mile long because I haven't done anything but
shop for the last 3 days, so my house is a mess. I'm
hoping (yeah, right) that some good old fashioned manual
labor will improve my disposition by the time Snookums
gets home, but more than likely I'm going to fall into his
arms, an angry, crying crumbled heap of estrogen. That's
how these days usually go. First anger, then rage, then
uncontrollable tears. Snookums usually gets home at the
tail end of the cycle, which is good for him, since rage
isn't pretty (stuff could get broken). Why do I feel this
way? Right after I had Kallista I could blame it on post-
partum depression, but what is it now? (PLEASE not
pregnant)

Oh, I forgot to note: I'm 187 now. Nothing spectacular,
but a pounds a pound.




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