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My Life Thus Far
2005-08-27 05:44:18 (UTC)

Almost Forbidden - A Guilty Pleasure

I just got back from my night out with the girls and it
was fun. It felt almost forbidden, like a guilty pleasure
to get away from home, at night. Occasionally I thought
about what Snookums and the girls were doing, and I wanted
to be with them but, I embraced the opportunity to be out
with women my age and just enjoy a meal and a good movie.
We went to the Olive Garden and went to see that new
movie, The 40 year old virgin. May I just say, that movie
is hilarious. I highly recommend it. It did make me want
to come home and jump on Snookums and have my way with
him, but I can't because I'm entering day 3 of my cycle
and he isn't much into bloody sex, darn. Definately alot
of sexual references, but totally side-splitting.

I'm proud to say that I did not binge at the Olive Garden.
I had two breadsticks (I'm not denying myself bread, so
that isn't a sin) and I ordered Chicken Giardini off of
the low fat menu and I only finished half of it. I even
squeezed in my second workout before I left. I couldn't be
more proud of myself. I didn't have popcorn at the movie,
which was a good thing, because I was laughing so hard I
probably would have inhaled a piece or choked on one.

Cassie, Amanda and Claudia are nice ladies. Amanda said
she'll call me tomorrow, we're going to go to the mall or
something and I'm going to bring the girls. Amanda hasn't
met Annie before. I know I must sound like a 14 year old
girl, who's finally made friends after being rejected for
so long, but I haven't had much luck with socializing
lately and it feels good to get out of the house and be
with people other than my husband and kids. I love them,
but there are other people on the planet.

I'm going to retire for the night. I'm exhausted, but in a
good way. I revised my profile today, because I'm not
feeling like the same depressed person I was when I wrote
it. Now it reflects my more happier, more in tune self. I
intend to only move forward from this point on.




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