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My Life Thus Far
2005-08-24 04:55:49 (UTC)

Fighting The Urge

Here I am, back again. I'm writing now at 9:40pm because
I'm trying to fight the urge to binge. Oprah isn't
engaging me enough to help me get through this moment (I
never was a big Elvis fan, so neither Lisa Marie, nor
Prisilla are entertaining me). I decided to start Oprah's
Bootcamp tomorrow, but I figured there was no time like
the present, so I jumped right in. I had a very well
balanced dinner and I'm not suppose to eat 3 hours before
bed, so thats what I'm fighting. I had dinner late (7pm),
so I can't go to bed until 10pm and Kiki is still awake,
so I might be up later than that. I hate going to bed when
she's still awake, because I get pissed off if I have to
keep getting out of bed when she cries. I wait until she's
asleep, then I go to bed. It works for us. She's been a
bit fussy today and I don't know why. I'm feeling she's
going to be a challenge to get to bed.

I explained my commitement to Snookums and he is totally
supportive of me, just short of commiting himself. He
isn't good with denying his basic need for the foods he
loves, so I wouldn't expect him to agree to 12 straight
weeks of denial of all things sweet, starchy or tasty. All
I want from him is his promise to not be my saboteur. I
need him to NOT go out for cheesecake, milkshakes, cake,
donuts, you get the idea. He agreed and thats all I can
ask of him.

Kiki is screaming her head off (so unlike her) and I've
had to get up 3 times to get her to settle down. Now she's
screaming again, so I know I'm not getting any more time
to write. Ciao for now.




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