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My Life Thus Far
2005-08-01 03:08:12 (UTC)

Strawberry Shortcake

I don't have more than a minute to write, because I've got
shortcakes in the oven and heaven forbid I should let them
burn. I'd be so disappointed in myself. Yeah right.

Today was a magnificent day as far as my state of mind
goes. I laid around the house in various places (bedroom,
living room, back to the bedroom, kitchen. You get the
picture). I never got out of my pajamas. I took a shower
and put on more pajamas, but I was HAPPY and RELAXED. I
watched Snookums buzz around the house like a worker bee
doing all the things I hate to do, but I do because I'm
suppose to (laundry, dishes, mopping, you name it, he did
it). He is such an amazing man, I'm so freaking lucky to
have him. Does your man wait on you hand and foot?
Probably not. I did cook dinner, however. Steak, zuccini,
baked potatoes. So, I don't feel like a bad wife.

Snookums did his statement for my step-father's sentancing
on Thursday. I was truely surprised by the amount of
feeling he put into it. I didn't think that the abuse
affected anyone other than myself, but his statement
showed me that it affects him, too. I'm sure as Annie
grows older and learns about where she came from, it will
most certainly affect her too. Even though it kind of
brings up bad memories, I didn't let reading Snookum's
statement get to me. I realize that I've been victimized,
but I'm only a victim if I let myself be one. I'm almost
ashamed of how depressed I've been lately, because I'm so
much stronger than that.

Got to go, can't forget those shortcakes.




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