I cut myself

Welc0meXtoXmyXlife
2004-10-28 02:31:08 (UTC)

xXx help me fall xXx

hey!
ok, so today was shitty. i dunno, things were just...bad.
after school, i was walking home, and josh was like "so
ur coming to my house this weekend right?" and i was
like "no." and he was like "yes you are"
and him and jimmy kept like sayin i was coming, and then
finally alexa pulled up, and i got into the car, crying.
and then i walked from gramma's to josh's, to talk to debi
about what to get brooke, for her birthday.
and josh came into the kitchen, picked up my bookbag, and
went outside, and i figured that he just wanted me to come
outside and talk to him, so i finished talkin 2 debi, and
when i went outside, he was goin thru my shit, readin my
and treebz' old notebook, so i slapped him in the back of
the head, and was like "you god damn mexican, stop it!"
and took my shit away from him.
then he was tryin to talk to me, and i didn't wanna talk
to him, and when i tried to leave, Jimmy akins grabbed me
and stared at me!!! and he scares me real bad!! and he was
like "Talk to him"
and i was like "ok! just stop looking at me!!!"
and yeah...
so then he and i talked and we ended up laughing and
stuff, and then he tried to kiss me, and i turned my head
away.
and then when josh and jimmy were getting ready to walk me
home, Jimmy and me were outside, and jimmy was all huggin
me and stuff...and it was weird, but he smelled good...so
i hugged him back. lolz.
then when they got me to sandford, josh kept trying to
kiss me, and he wouldn't stop...and i kept turnin my
head...and then jimmy grabbed me, and tried to hold me
still while josh tried to kiss me, and i felt like i was
being gang banged. lmao. but they didn't get me!!!
i won. no kisses for the me!!! lolz.
OMFG JIMMY KEPT PULLIN MY HAIR!!! RIGHT INFRONT OF JOSH,
AND JOSH WAS LIKE "JIMMY THAT TURNS HER ON!!" AND HE STILL
KEPT DOING IT!!!!
i didn't like it at all.
ANyways.
i walked skye around 5:30pm, and i met up with Destiny,
and she and i walked to her house, and then to the park
and we were talkin, and stuff for a long ass time. and
then josh richards came on his bike and was like "i heard
u and josh broke up"
and i was like "yeah" and he was like "why?" and i was
like "b/c ppl were telling him i didn't wanna be with him
anymore"
and he was like "oooh, i see"

and then i was like "yeah. ok, im gonna go now." and left.
and now im home...
and i feel weird b/c my whole body is shaking like a
mother fucker...and i dunno why.
and i dont like it at all.
so yeah, ima go and talk to treebz now.

I LOVE YOU TREEBZ

...i love u josh




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