I cut myself

Welc0meXtoXmyXlife
2004-10-26 23:45:51 (UTC)

xXx Single. "horse fish" xXx

hey! ok, so today was awesome. i had like, the best time
ever.
Josh broke up with me today after school, b/c he heard
that i didn't wanna date him anymore, which he didn't even
ask me if that was true...but oh fucking well, let him
think what he wants.
and so after that little incident, me and treebz walked
to my house, and i told momma, then we saw alexa, and i
told her, and then i went to my gramma's and i told her
and brandi. lmfao..i told everybody. I mean, don't get me
wrong. i love josh. alot. he's been there for me for
almost 2 years. and im not really sure if we'll get back
together or not.
im not gonna think about it.

anyways, me and treebz walked to the graveyard, and sat
on the witches grave, I NAMED A TREE!!!
his name is Fuzzy.
and we looked for trees that had faces. rofl. we found a
whole family tree of retards. lmfao
then we were talking about how long it'd take to pick up
alla the nuts in the graveyard. we came up with about 20
years. lmfao.
then we ended up kissing..and i don't care who reads this.
i just dont care anymore.

then we walked around, in the graveyard, and i pushed her
into a pile of leaves. lmfao. it was funny.
then we sat down under a tree, against these grave stones
and talked for a long ass time....and then...well,
yeah...its a special tree now. *wink wink*

then we walked to my momma's work and talked to her
about special ppl...then we walked here, and she got her
bookbag, and i walked her outfront. and then she left.

but yeah, anyways. I'm sorry to alla you ppl who read
this diary to see how me and josh are doing...
well, it was bound to happen...and i dunno how things will
go in the future...and im not really worried about that.
all i care about now..is right now, this very second....
and i wanna have somebody that can call me "their baby"
and say that "im all theirs" you know? but i kinda want
things to grow a little more...if understand.?

Well, i g2g.
I love you treebz.

and yes josh. i still love you too.

Megan




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