I cut myself

Welc0meXtoXmyXlife
2004-10-24 16:17:15 (UTC)

xXx now you have something to die for xXx

ok. so the title, is from last night, at work...i was
laying on the floor, waiting for paul to attack me, and i
looked over at the wall, and "now you have something to
die for" was spray painted on it.
and it made me get this sick feeling in my stomach.
i dunno why.
but anyways, the reason i was crying at work the other
night, is because i was so cold...and there was like, a
million things going through my head...not much to do when
u lay there waiting for the group to go thru...u tend to
think alot.
Treebz. i dunno if i'll be able to come see you at work
today, b/c i have Felicity's birthday part to go to, and
josh's birthday party to go to...and then work.
but i love you. and i'll be home at like 11:30pm tonight,
if u wanna get online, if ur allowed. or u can call me and
such...whatever u want.

anyways. i stayed at Josh's last night. I went in, and
told him how me and paul drank red bulls, and had caffine
pills, and this liquid caffine that everette had in his
soda. we were wired until like 11:30pm...then we were
exhausted for like an hour.
then when we clocked out..and john was fighting with some
guy in the lobby.
so we all stood outside laughing at this guy b/c he was
dumb.
and then he smarted off to me, and i started screaming
shit at him, and he was like "do u want some of this"
and i was like "Yeah!" and his wife was like "don't stoop
to their level" and i was like "Fuck u!" and then , they
left. and such.
my mom was like "i heard u"
and i jus laughed.
but yeah, anyways. right now im talking to sean, about
him and stacey and stuffs.
ok, anyways. im gonna go now.
Treebz. it wasn't James.
I LOVE JOSH DICE
I LOVE YOU TREEBZ




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