I cut myself

Welc0meXtoXmyXlife
2004-10-20 02:32:27 (UTC)

xXx I stole treebz' thinger! xXx

I...

I am: megan
I admit: i'm not that strong
I advise: that you don't always do whats right
I always: forget to breathe when ur around
I agree: that people aren't perfect
I anger: when i fuck up.
I answer: the callwave everytime treebz calls
I apologize: for ever hurting anybody
I argue: with myself
I ask: alot of stupid questions
I assume: that people are forgiving
I beat: "my meat when im bored"...ok, treebz, ur fucked up
in the head.
I become: alive, when im with you
I believe: in acting apon how you feel
I bet: You don't know what u do to me.
I blush: when you look at me.
I bore: myself
I break: down and cry everynight.
I breathe: easier when im with you
I bring:things up that should be forgotten

I buy: Blue rasberry air heads. I love those things.
I call: nobody. Treebz u need to get ungrounded so i can
call you.
I can: always count on u to make me laugh
I can't: sleep at night, without thinking of you.
I carry: paper and a pen, at all times.
I catch: myself watching you, all the time.
I clean: umm..myself...daily infact. im a clean bitch! lolz
I close: my eyes and let the tears fall
I come: alive, when i hear or see you.
I consider: you to be my bestfriend.
I could: never hurt you. even if i wanted to.
I couldn't: ever leave you.
I crave: your touch
I cry: all of the time, even when i know i shouldn't.
I demand: attention. lol
I deny: anybody that i don't like. even if i don't have a
reason.
I depend: on myself...to not completely die inside.
I didn't: want to lose sean. not completely.
I die: a little everyday.
I disagree: with life
I do: know that i'll love you forever
I dodge: other peoples eyes..ESPECIALLY JIMMY ADKINS...he
scares me. jus a lil.
I don't: want u to push me away. ever.
I dream: of us.
I drink: wild cherry pepsi, and TEA..at our tea parties.
lmao.
I drive: myself crazy, thinking of you
I eat: spoons
I enjoy:when we walk, and our hands brush each others.
I envy: every1 who's ever had the chance to have you.
I exaggerate: all the fucking time. lolz. but its all good.
I exercise: my mouth. lmfao. i talk way too damn much.
I love: Treebz
I throw: shit for no reason
I touch: "myself when i think about you" ..is that a song?
I tried: to not get too close
I trust: Treebz
I try: to let people in.
I turn: lost and lonely, when im not with you
I under exaggerate: the way you make me feel
I understand: very little. Christmas trees/pine trees. lol
I unwind: by listening to music. and writing.
I used: to be afraid.
I usually: am lost n lonely
I vacate: myself, when i can.
I walk: my dog.
I wander: when I'm alone, and afraid
I want:hold u, and kiss your face, and never let you go.
I was: alone. until i met you.
I wasn't: happy, anymore. but now i am.
I wouldn't: be here if it werent for my friends, and family
I write: more than i should in here.
I yell: not often.
I waste: my time on alot of nothing
I wear: make up..b/c i need it.
I whisper: no no ness to you
I will: never leave you.
I wish: we could spend more time together
I won: you
I wonder: if things will go ok
I won't: ever not love you
I work: ..not enough
I worry: everyday
I worship: God.
I would: Die if it weren't for you.


Treebz, i stoleded ur thinger...sorry. i love you.
I love josh
i love you treebz
xXx megan xXx




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