I cut myself

Welc0meXtoXmyXlife
2004-08-09 01:28:59 (UTC)

xXx..and i still love you..xXx

hey! the title is the part of a song i was listening to
when i typed. so yah.
ok, today sucked MAJOR ass..we moved ALL DAY LONG...and, I
saw my new house...
its like living in the fucking Ghetto...We went from
Citizen high, to Citizen low...
but mom and lexa are doing their best. so i love them.
they're my only family now. right now, i'm holding the
keyboard on my lap while sitting on a pillow b/c the desk
and everyother piece of furniture is gone...tomorrow i
have to help momma even more. on my breaks from working I
called sean and josh and talked to them. i was talking to
sean and he said he don't care if josh stays or goes...
i guess if he went i wouldn't have to choose between my
boyfriend. my love. and my bestest friend in the
world...its so hard to not be able to be with them both at
the same time. god knows i want them both in my
life...more than anything.
last night, i kinda got pissed at bryce b/c i was at
josh's and i was drawing a pic of Sean, and bryce was
like "why the fuck are you drawing Sean?!" and i was
like "because he's my best fucking friend...ever" and josh
just looked at me, and then looked at the TV...i think he
knows now not to talk shit on sean b/c me and sean are
TIGHT AS FUCK now...(batcave sean...batcave!) lmfao. i
love you. THANKS FOR THE DEMO!!!! its kick ass..we're
gonna hang out soon...Mkay?!...damn , i haven't seen u in
like 3 days...I miss your ass!!!
Well anyways. I g2g
I LOVE JOSH DICE!!!!
I love you Sean




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