I cut myself

Welc0meXtoXmyXlife
2004-08-07 02:47:43 (UTC)

xXx "tomorrow. tomorrow. i love ya tomorrow...you're only a day a way xXx

hey! OMG JOSH COMES HOME TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!
i can't wait. but he's decided to move to va for good in
2 weeks.
there's so many things i wanna tell this diary, but i
can't...because i'd lose alot if i did.
so..the one thing that i've been wanting for a long time
now...finally happened...last night.
i can't really say who it was about...but lets just say...
well its hard to say...i don't know how to describe the
way i feel.
ok, i'll try.
last night, my body shook, my heart raced, it was hard to
breathe. hard to speak. i forgot about
everything..but "you" you make me feel alive. and i know
you don't feel the way i feel. and that does hurt, but i
don't want you to pretend. if anything happens...plz. just
don't use me. tell me u don't care about me...before its
too late. before i get hurt.

went school clothes shopping today...i have to go the 18th
too.
basically thats all that happened.
I talked to sean for a few minutes...he played
my fav. thing on his gituar..
so anyways, I got some new pics..I took on the digital
cam...i guess if anybody wants them, send me a note with
your email address...and i'll send ya some.
I have gothing, and non gothic...your choice.
I LOVE JOSH DICE!!!
~megan~
i love u too sean. u penis.





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