I cut myself

Welc0meXtoXmyXlife
2004-06-23 01:28:08 (UTC)

xXx God i miss that boy xXx

hey! the title, its about my friend bryce. i haven't got
to talk to him in what seems to be ...forever.
he's the shit. he always makes me laugh..and he's so
adorable. he reminds me of a teddy bear. (bryce! do the
Salsa thing!!!)
i hope he comes back to josh's soon..WHEN I"M THERE.
anyways. today was the first day of summer school..it was
Ok. treebz and abe and adam were there...i have 2 take
science for 10 days then math for 10 days...and the day
goes by really slowly. i'm stayin at josh's friday...
3 JOY! 3 I love it there...specially when we can do it
in the shower and stuff.
omg, today, josh was in a really good mood, and i was
giving him head, and then he got pissed b/c his mom wanted
him, and he was in a shitty mood all day after that, and
then he said he wanted to have sex, so we were getting
ready to, and he said his stomach hurt, so i was
like "we'll do it tomorrow" and he looked at me, and i
said something and he hit me! i was like "ouch that hurt"
and he was like "im so sorry!" and i guess he felt bad...
we ended up doing it...he did it really hard, and i
figure he was just taking his anger out on me instead of
somebody else...it hurt..but i didn't tell him. i love my
joshie. i dunno what i'd do without him...
i came home, and tommy asked me if i wanted to smoke
with him and chris...i was like "umm..i guess...wait, are
u gonna tell momma?!" and he laughed and was like "no u
dumbfuck" so they went to get papers...
i still haven't talked to sean...but its ok, he and i have
our own lives...i figure, i'll talk to him sometime this
summer..so its no big deal...i guess.
I g2g.
I LOVE JOSH DICE!!!




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