I cut myself

Welc0meXtoXmyXlife
2004-04-19 03:26:41 (UTC)

squeeze my nuts hard

hey! ok, the title is a secret. sorry.
today was hell. i went to josh's, and my seany and my
joshie were there...and josh said he and i needed to have
a talk...so we went to the basement...he told me that he's
only jealous that me and sean hang out because after about
a week, WE end up liking each other, but its never sean's
fault, its always mine...but i'm seriously over that
stage...sean likes amanda judge, and i love josh...
but then somehow the lacey thing came up and i was
laughin my ass off b/c i thought it was funny that she had
sucked sean's dick right before josh told her he loved
her...and then she kissed him... and when he had told me i
was like "so how's sean's cock taste?" well i was laughin
real hard, and i was like "im gonna go upstairs and get a
drink" *he was pissed* and he was like "i love you" and i
was like "i love you too, but i haven't sucked his cock
yet" and i heard him say "WHAT THE FUCK DID U JUST SAY TO
ME?!" i appologized for it after about 5min.
he said he was sorry too...and alla that stuff.
then he and i made up...i tied him up and we had really
good sex, and i told him he wasn't allowed to cum till i
said he could...it worked. lmao.
before that i had gone up to see sean...i made the excuse
i needed a drink, and sean was gone, he had went home..i
knew it was my fault...i felt bad the whole time...and i
was gonna call him at like 8pm to come walk with me...but
i figured he was mad at me.
he's my bestfriend, and josh said that if he and i ever
break up, he wants me to be with sean...
i was like "baby, no one can replace you. your like me,
you like to cuddle, and be cuddled..i'm not sure if sean
is like that...or if he could ever make me feel like you
make me feel, sure we have or differences every now and
then, but most of the time, we're happy, and i love that"
he hugged me and gave me a kiss on the forhead.
i think momma's takin him to school tomorrow.
anyways, i still dunno if i'm goin to school
tomorrow...i'll probably have to, which sucks, bad.
but oh well i guess.
anyways, tommy and i beat the shit outta each other today
in mcdonalds parking lot...momma thought tommy was gonna
hurt me...i just got a big bruise on my arm,and my wrist
is fucked up.
I gotta go.
I LOVE JOSH DICE!!!!!!
i love u too sean
Megan




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