I cut myself

Welc0meXtoXmyXlife
2004-04-03 23:03:38 (UTC)

*every now and then*

hey!
ok, i know i only write in here every now and then...but
its b/c i stay with gramma on the week days...and josh on
the weekends...
so yesterday was the last day of school, till the 13th
b/c of spring break, and of course, my plans would be
ruined because of a little thing named "spot"
yeah, thats right. i'm raggin it. lmao
I told josh,and so of course he starts touching me and he
knows it pisses me off b/c i can't do anything, and he
knows it.
i figure if he keeps it up, i'll take free head week
away. lmao. i'm such a cunt.
anyways, today is sat. and momma took it off so that we
could clean the house, Oh what fun that is!
but tomorrow she's taking me to the ohio valley mall to
get charcoal pencils and to watch "the prince and me"
which is a gay movie, but i'm willing to go, i think me
and josh have been spending way too much time together, to
a point. i mean, i like doing stuff, and we never do
anything at his house, and its scary cause i actually had
fun washing the kitchen walls today..*shivers*
i called him he went with jamie and pyro to someone's
house, and that pisses me off to b/c when i ask him to
walk with me somewhere, its always too hot out, or too
bright out, or he don't feel good.
or some gay shit like that. i mean, i love him, god knows
i do. but i just wish he'd do more stuff with me.
*thinks...i wish i had someone to take me to the park*
i'm like a fucking dog i swear!.
lol
Josh is gonna go to the mall tomorrow to get his pics
taken with his family for easter...lmao.
i dunno what i'm gonna wear...probaby my bell bottom pink
sewed jeans with my black "MADE" shirt...and my hair down,
of course...who knows, maybe i'll have sean go, and we'll
see who can get more phone numbers.lol.

well i smell really bad right now. lol so i'm gonna
go shower.
I LOVE JOSH DICE!!!!!
Megz




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