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Welc0meXtoXmyXlife
2004-03-13 23:16:59 (UTC)

*happy 1 year*

Hey! yesterday was my and josh's 1 year. yay!
i guess sean's dating lacey, he doesn't know that i know,
and i guess he didn't tell anybody because he was afraid
of it getting back to me...from what jenny told kat. i
don't really give a fuck either way, its not my life. i
have a better one than anyone will ever have, in my
opinion.
Last night, josh cooked pineapple chicken and rice for
me, and had candles lit, it was so cute,
steve,jester,evrette,bonez,billy-bill, and jamie were all
at josh's, it was fun. me and steve played on a team for
pool...we lost.
then, after awhile of sitting in the living room, and
playing pool, i fell asleep, and at like 11pm josh woke me
up and we went upstairs to "bed" be we ended up having
sex, which was FINE by me...it was good too...i'd get into
details, but manda always gets sick when i say the stuff
we do. lol.
hmm...well maybe a little..
first, we started out by kissing, and josh rubbing my
clit, then he started fingering me, while i gave him a
hand job, he then took my pants off of me, and we made
love...sorry, had to put a little in there.
we went downstairs and played pool again, and i finally
told josh how i've known how to play pool for along time,
and how me and lexa used to go to the bowling alley every
friday and play for 4 years.
he was a little upset because i had always lost to
him "on purpose" but i didn't always do it on purpose.
we started to watch something about gay ppl,after
we "went to the basement"...i fell asleep though,
about 3 i guess, josh woke me up and we went upstairs
again, and he asked if we could make love again...and i
was like "definiately" I love sex with josh, he's so...
equiped..lmao.
srry for that.
it was good, josh put my legs up really far, and he was
moaning and breathing heavy...:)
then i fell asleep in his arms while we were talking.
so today, saturday, we came down here to my
house, and i made josh bbq chicken pizza, it was REALLY
good. then i showered, and josh scared the shit outta
me,..i was washing my hair, and my eyes were closed, and
he had come into the bathroom, and he like, poked me, and
i opened my eyes, and there he was, all smiling and shit,
like he didn't know what was going on. lmao
i got dressed, and now i'm here. and i'm gonna
go. * i got an email from some girl who reads my diary, i
wonder howmany people actually read this thing...*
I LOVE JOSH DICE!!!!!!!!!
MEgan




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