I cut myself

Welc0meXtoXmyXlife
2004-01-22 02:00:47 (UTC)

*Shitty...shitty...shitty*

Ok, so the past few days i haven't been allowed on the
internet, because i told my momma that i hate her, and blah
blah blah, but its only because she started running her
mouth about josh and his family, when she doesn't even give
them a chance. well anyway, on to better things.
we switched classes yesterday, tuesday. and my classes suck
ass...SO BAD! every one of my classes have nothing but
preps in there, i don't have anybody to talk to...josh's
friend Parker "checks me out" as josh says. when i just
told josh that parker was looking at me.
Seth's kinda cute, in that, weird younger than me kinda
way. (he's one of josh's friends)
anyway, josh came out of the school bitchin because the
queef head lacey got her scedule changed so she'd have
lunch with josh...he was like "i hate that stupid ugly
smelly cunt, i hope somebody rapes and murders her!!"
I started laughing so hard i almost tinkled myself...roflmao
i still find in funny.
he was like "i seriously cant stand her, and she sits at
MY lunch table...i'm moving, i'll sit with Brittany from
now on. i hate lacey...stupid smelly queef head" rofl
he was like a woman on her period. but i found it
intertaining.
i guess from what Josh or somebody said, i can't remember
who,they said that Kat doesn't like lacey sitting at the
table, and the only reason she's friends with lacey is
because of jester, and blah blah blah blah blah
but hey, i dunno. could be just talk i guess.
After school, i will admit that sean pissed me off..big
time!
i was talkin about lacey or something with josh...and sean
said something that sounded like he was taking up for
lacey, so i went off on him and called him ugly and he was
like "like you have room to talk" and i was like " you know
what, fuck you" or something along that line.
and josh sat down beside me on the bus and was like "your
not ugly, ur better looking than all the girls he's ever
had" and blah blah. and the fact that from what i heard
from a certain "birdy" Shasha don't even like Sean, and
when the birdy had class with shasha, she used to talk
about how ugly she thought he was, and how stupid and
slutish he was....i dunno, maybe it's just the birdy.
Steven and Zach don't have any classes with me, but i'll
see steven sometime next week, because we have health the
same period's and when we have a speaker, they have both
melchori and Greenwood's classes together in the South
Commons...so steven was like "we'll piss the teachers off
together!" and i was like "ok."
i don't know what to write about really.
I want to get my 5th period math class changed to 5th
period lunch,but i'm not sure what i'm doing yet.
i don't really care, either way. but blurhh..
i guess josh wants to go to the Chinese Restraunt for our
1 year anniversary, *Swallows hard* "ewe!"
roflmao
it'll be different.
I wonder how many people actually read this diary....i Know
that atleast 2 people that i don't know personaly does.
but thats about it, other than
kat,sean,manda,ham,maddeline,jester..i think.
Speaking of... today in 8th period Esean and Hubert were
Talking about Jester and JOker all period almost...i talked
a little with them, but didn't really pay any attention as
to what they were talking about but i did here that "joker
is a dirty ass and smells bad" part. roflmao...i enjoyed
that much.
(.) teehee
anyway
I've gotta go.
I LOVE JOSH DICE!!!!

*Megan*





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