I cut myself

Welc0meXtoXmyXlife
2003-11-18 12:39:39 (UTC)

Dear Megan

I hope you have life figured out better than I do now.
Nothing seems to make sense anymore... not my/your life,
friends, family, mind, heart. I don't really know what
direction I am headed in. Hopefully you are somewhere you
want to be... not still lost. I hope you have learned to
accept yourself, not the person you were or the person you
could become but the person you are at this very second.
I hope you have great friends that make the good times
great and the bad times bearable. I hope by now that you
have had at least one relationship with the opposite sex.
You know how inhibited I am... have you finally acted out
your ambitions and dreams? Are you doing something that
worthwhile that makes you happy? That is the one thing I
always wanted for you... happiness and peace at all
levels. You better not still be carrying grudges or
trying to live in the past. I'm doing that enough now for
the next 10 years. Let it go. Move on. Live. If you
aren't happy, stop what you are doing. Don't perpetuate
the cycle of misery. It's time to reevaluate. Consider
who you are and what is best for you. Remember you can
not help others or love others until you learn to help and
love yourself. Don't waste another moment on emptiness,
call out for help, be the you I know I can be me.. Don't
be me.. Love alwayz, Megan




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