I cut myself

Welc0meXtoXmyXlife
2003-05-20 02:28:29 (UTC)

Monday

hey! whats up?! n2mh. today was pretty funny.
me and sarah were talkin in 3rd period..and well one day
this karrie tracks girl(prep) was starrin at sarah, and
sarah looked at julie and goes "julie does that girl right
there need beat up?" and pointed to karrie. and julie said
she didn't know.. then when sarah asked Heather, heather
said yeah.. and karrie hurried up and looked away.
well today when karrie walked passed me and sarah i was
like "sarah does that girl right there need beat up?" sarah
laughed and said yeah. karrie just looked at us.
I poked some kid today, it was funny. i've never talked to
him in my life, he's my height, has spikey hair, and he's
punk. well i touched his hair, and he looked at me, then i
poked him, and he poked me back..then he hugged me before i
walked into my class.. it was funny.
went walkin with happy, cj,josh,ray,evret,and billy. we
walked like..everywhere. i pulled a "no trucks" sign outta
the ground. I wanted 2 bring it home but billy busted it
up.. stupid cockspank. josh had his mohawk up again.its
sexy. I chased cj everywhere because he put dirt down my
Bra. he ran home like a little bitch.
Josh was weird to me today everytime i'd touch him..he'd
push me away. I think he likes this ricky girl...he let her
touch his neck and rub his inner thigh. thats bullshit. i
mean i don't let people do that shit to me. i get pissed
when they do.. and what does he get?! nothing but a fucking
hard on. AHH!
Jimmy told me he was comin to town this past weekend to
see me, and he and his friends got caught drivin an illegal
car.. lol.
*bill's goin away to kentucky or somewhere like that for
basic training. he's leaving sunday.. the night before my
bday. i gave him my ring. i'm gonna miss him. he loves
me..lol. he can make me smile.. even when i'm really sad.
he gives great hugs.i feel safe when he hugs me.. weird huh?
Josh leaves for tucker friday...he'll be gone all memorial
weekend. including my birthday. i might have mentioned that
in my other journal entries. oh well.
billy hit me so hard today that it busted the blood
vessels in my arm...lol.. it was pretty cool.
jester likes sarah.. he thinks she's cool. I hope she
and jester get together. she deserves to be happy. i mean
she's always there for everyone else. now its time for
someone to be there for her. right? she's the shit. the
only other freak like me. hehe... she's my (evil) partner
in crime. Maddeline's just the prep.. lmao.. * luv u maddawg.
Mad love,




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