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Welc0meXtoXmyXlife
2003-05-19 02:29:38 (UTC)

Maddeline...the non prep *lol*

hey!
today was pretty fun. me and sarah dressed maddeline up as
a punk/skater type of person. heh.. she had on baggy jeans
and a "made" t-shirt, and MY shoes.. lol.
she walked like she had a board in her ass, (it was the
pants)
Josh spiked his mohawk up.. well actually, me brandi
sarah and jessica did. it was blue.. hehe.. I put black
eyeshadow on him he looked sexy as hell.
we went to mcdonalds and caused Chaos
*there were preps sittin in there, and they were talkin
about josh's black lipstick when i walked passed them. and
i just wanted to punch them all in the face. i don't see
how it was any of their business. so, we all decided that
when we got ready to leave, josh would hump us infront of
the preps. it was funny.. they just looked at us like we
wre stupid. Lmao, josh ran through McDonalds drive thru
doin the Penguin shuffle. (pants to his ankles) he's so
funny.
my aunt saw us all.. and she sat there with her friends
making fun of josh, i wanted to punch her.. just like the
preps. her friend said something about taking a lawn mower
to his hair.heh. i'd like to see her try.
i was like "josh lets go" and he goes "why?" and i told
him because my aunt was making fun of him with her friends
and he goes "its ok, i can take it" and i was like "yeah,
well i can't." so we left.
josh and maddeline got into it up in my room. b/c she's a
prep and she goes "if you don't like how i dress then you
don't like me" and he goes " no.. i don't like you.. at
all" and i was like *here we go again* i mean, even though
he cheated on me with maddeline. it still bothers me to see
them fight. i mean maddeline cries, too easily but thats
not her fault. its her preppy nature. she's a prep. i
expect nothing less from her, its the way she was brought
up. she can't help what she is unless she really wants to.
and she doesn't. She likes abe. heh.. its funny.
Josh is goin to Tucker County friday..he'll be gone on my
birthday, the 26th. He's goin to see EJ and his
grandparents and other friends. he said he'll be back
monday or tuesday. but its not the same. i really wanted
him here, on my bday it would mean alot to me. but i
understand. sarah & jessica will be camping that weekend
too.. so it'll be just me. i figure i'll stay home all
weekend. i'm having my party when they all come back..
probably the next weekend they come back.
I feel like i'm a bad gf..i mean friday night i hit josh,
because he was like flippin out, and i told him i liked
jimmy, every since he and i've been ...Weird? i mean when
something would be wrong with me before, he'd notice and
this entire weekend i've been really upset. and he hasn't
said anything about it. *what if he goes to tucker and
decides he likes it better there? and doesn't come back?*
mac gets outta jail friday, just intime for my birthday.
thats about the only person who'll be around.. maybe
~* happy sweet 16 to me*~ :( I




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