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Confessions of a Psychotic Model
2005
- April 2005
- 08 - 08/04/05
- 11 - jerry maguire
- 14 - shakespeare on love
- 15 - life death
- 17 - pattern
- 20 - speed
- 25 - not the fairy tale
- 25 - feelign shitty
- 25 - more shitty
- 26 - after the storm
- May 2005
- 17 - cycle again
- 17 - want
- 17 - more
- 17 - more
- 18 - brain
- 20 - pizza happy helms
- 20 - helms
- 20 - evolution based on love
- 20 - sleep
- 20 - reality
- 20 - i robot
- 20 - what its like during the ..
- 20 - must go now sort of ..
- 21 - myspace
- 21 - simplicity
- 25 - analyze this dr. neo
- 25 - everything not anything
- 25 - porno mind
- 27 - SCHOLARSHIP MEDIA ESSAY
- June 2005
- 07 - life is shit
- 09 - rocky marko helmmoochilla
- 10 - what do i want?
- 10 - HELMUT
- 17 - kini
- 17 - GAYLORD OWES
- 18 - what i thought
- 20 - SIN CITY
- 21 - cool runnings
- 21 - michelangelo's sculptures
- 23 - mary kay latorneau
- 28 - the land that is and isn't
- 28 - my life
- 28 - my stowies
- 28 - helmoo's unfinished stowies
- July 2005
- 05 - errbody
- 10 - visa and more stress
- 10 - the day i prolonged helms ..
- 11 - showers and new hopes that ..
- 16 - learned i am a bum nothing
- 18 - speficities of life
- August 2005
- 05 - PARENT ADDRESSES
- 07 - the dripping heart
- 07 - internity
- 07 - Yti'laer!
- 14 - birthday
- 20 - puppets
- 20 - relief
- 20 - guilt
- 21 - dinner at the malahoffs
- October 2005
- 27 - alice
- 28 - helmut's brilliance ..
- 29 - my space blogs
- 30 - my space stuff
- November 2005
- 27 - fuck the system
- December 2005
- 07 - my biggest regret
- 07 - job
- 07 - ryan
- 08 - broke the rule? or took ..
- 08 - MONOLOGUES
- 08 - GOING TO LA
- 08 - perception
- 08 - top model
- 09 - no call
- 09 - who i really am
- 10 - who's a bitch?
- 11 - when doves cry
- 15 - TITANIC
- 15 - INDEPENDENT!!!!
- 15 - NOVA vs. STRIPPING
- 15 - monsters ball
- 15 - hdiarypassword
- 16 - fucked up day
- 16 - hidden superman
- 16 - HIM
- 17 - STARTING UP SECRET SOCIETY
- 17 - paths
- 17 - in love
- 18 - hitchhiking
- 18 - leopold
- 18 - AAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGG!!!
- 18 - i'm an um.. idiot
- 18 - FUCKED UP MATRIX
- 18 - MEN
- 18 - Lux
- 19 - blind
- 19 - adrenaline the AAAAAA high
- 19 - confusion hitting again
- 19 - right here waiting
- 20 - all by myself
- 20 - feeling
- 20 - ironic
- 20 - bursting in laughter
- 20 - why why why... but there is ..
- 21 - love
- 21 - experiencez
- 22 - sliding doors
- 23 - faith
- 23 - airlines
- 23 - another stupid mistake
- 25 - heart attack or relief
- 25 - does the world realize???
- 26 - the thomas crown affair
- 26 - panging of past
- 26 - new ipods, time wasted
- 26 - see thru
- 26 - all i needed to know
- 26 - rockstar
- 27 - trapped in this wheel
- 27 - prepared to take on the ..
- 27 - prices
- 27 - fighting against myself?
- 27 - relief and frustration
- 27 - mental ride
- 27 - whats the big deal
- 27 - break free
- 27 - trying too hard
- 27 - cooking magic
- 28 - warning
- 28 - DONE!!!
- 29 - the end
- 29 - affected indifference
- 29 - doesnt matter
- 29 - free will?
- 30 - instrument vs. the symphony
- 30 - instinct
- 30 - ads and tv
- 30 - too soon
- 30 - how?
- 31 - ummm
- 31 - inspiration to clean out ..
- 31 - the past is still the now, ..
- 31 - FREAKKY what the ??? holy ..
2006
- November 2006
- 20 - new diary entry
- 20 - awake after a decade of..
2007
- January 2007
- 09 - i love you that reads this
- 09 - i am everything, but nobody ..
- July 2007
- 09 - helmut's love or is it ..
- 11 - the ocean is snow
- 14 - guilt, why?
- October 2007
- 22 - neanderings
- December 2007
- 25 - longing
- 25 - "proof"
2008
- January 2008
- 10 - cum tastic
- 15 - bla
- 16 - goats
- 16 - fuckwits and orange juice
- April 2008
- 13 - don't forget this
- May 2008
- 15 - the devout and the atheist
- 17 - THE ROSE, MY ROSE, I AM SO ..
- 17 - it passes by
- 22 - pissed
- June 2008
- 10 - The Lie
- July 2008
- 11 - FUCK THEM ALL FUCK EVERY ..
- 11 - genius
- 15 - what is right for me and ..
- 17 - epiphany
- 27 - like them
- December 2008
- 25 - wasted, or is this the path ..
2009
- January 2009
- 01 - FREEDOM, AT LAST
- 01 - loneliness
- April 2009
- 18 - It takes 10% Luck, 20% ..
- 18 - catch 22
- May 2009
- 03 - you know its bad when not ..
- 31 - The Roommate
- June 2009
- 08 - The Gift
- 11 - nicknicknicknicknick
- July 2009
- 07 - fix
- 14 - money rules the soul
- 20 - mission
- 22 - the mermaid and the ..
- 31 - the reason I came to ..
- August 2009
- 11 - horny in malaysia
- 11 - yaaaaay
- 14 - pissed off
- 16 - an idiot's pathetic life
- September 2009
- 04 - the insanity of love
- 04 - a great lesson of inactivity
- 06 - mission hopefully, not , ..
- 14 - low point! slap on the head ..
- 16 - heart attack
- 20 - 2 reasons
- 24 - Forever Helms
- 27 - AGGGGHGHGGHHH!!!!
- 28 - robots...or something
- 28 - the meaning of life
- 29 - the bird cracked out of the ..
2010
- March 2010
- 03 - long time coming
- 04 - convention
- 04 - the most important
- 04 - fuck it
- 09 - disappointment at the ..
- 09 - "cunt"
- 09 - please, no prom queen and ..
- 09 - the Tucker Max's of the ..
- 10 - the poser is actually a ..
- 11 - and the universe fucks me ..
- 11 - FUCK YOU!!!!!!
- 12 - artist in need of shock ..
- 15 - I, Houdini
- 15 - mindfuck
- 18 - Helmut the Asshole
- 18 - Charlie Bartlett rocks
- 19 - fuck you, universe
- 19 - it's a Fuck You . and a ..
- 25 - heart
- April 2010
- 01 - free will vs. fate
- 27 - pathetic
- 28 - I wish for a time machine.
- 28 - just. fucked.
- 28 - move along. nothing to see ..
- May 2010
- 10 - end
- 10 - Acceptance is not giving ..
- 25 - long way to go
- 25 - simple but hard
- June 2010
- 17 - nothing is as it ever was ..
- 17 - the bond
- July 2010
- 05 - shine
- 05 - hypocrite
- 08 - hmm
- 09 - for truth
- 09 - for truth
- 11 - Letting Go, the first step ..
- 24 - screwed
- August 2010
- 01 - Inglourious Basterd
- 04 - rape it all burn
- 09 - pointless
- 09 - purple spirals and black ..
- 11 - AAAAAAGGGGGGGHH!!!!!!!!
- 12 - I believe in music the way ..
- 16 - venus
- 16 - void
- 16 - I think what is the sinki..
- 16 - I think what is the sinki..
- 24 - fake
- November 2010
- 19 - lonely at the top...
- December 2010
- 06 - people talking about me
- 18 - beautiful rainy day in ..
2011
- January 2011
- 05 - shut up!!!!!!!
- 09 - amazzzzing sex with a swede
- 10 - what a day.
- 18 - in love with three
- 22 - SKY
- February 2011
- 15 - I want you to take all the ..
- 18 - Change is the basis of life
- 21 - determinism
- 22 - fuck everyone
- 24 - someone please take my reins
- 24 - the WALL
- 26 - the change
- 27 - most Beautiful support ..
- 28 - it's your love...
- March 2011
- 03 - what's the point?
- 03 - not yet?
- June 2011
- 01 - a drunk turtle
- August 2011
- 26 - count your blessings...
- September 2011
- 05 - 2 Voices
2014
- August 2014
- 10 - Miracle
- 10 - will of bone
- 10 - Adam and Eve
- 10 - True Love
- 12 - screwed
2015
- February 2015
- 11 - I, Asshole.
- 13 - FUCK YOU
- 17 - 50 shades of fucked up
- 23 - Sky is a Whore
- 24 - a beautiful funeral - ..
- May 2015
- 31 - I want to live
- June 2015
- 01 - day of weird.
- 01 - dear diary. good morning...
- 02 - i know nothing
- 02 - egg mind
- 03 - the doctor
- 04 - change the world
- 05 - The Egyptian Makes A Move - ..
- 07 - haters
- 08 - finally understand
- 08 - sacred Dame
- 10 - episode lifeguard wtf
- 10 - gratitude for costa rica
- 10 - "good luck"????
- 11 - The Egyptian Ingrate
- 12 - changes of Zeus
- 15 - the other half of me ..
- 17 - conflicts
- 17 - batman's crisis
- 19 - not into the games of their ..
- 19 - fuck off, haters
- 27 - mistress?
- 30 - he's a god
- July 2015
- 09 - impossible love
- 09 - dreams of the cock god
- 13 - help from the illuminati
- 14 - irony: when your soulmate ..
- 15 - the king bird
- 16 - best parent in world
- 20 - ambitions
- 22 - my mother is a whore
- 22 - Great Life
- 24 - Jesus will make me rich and ..
- 24 - 1 Shot
- 25 - battle of forces
- 25 - where do I go from here?
- 25 - cold truths
- 28 - kiss
- 29 - 1
- 29 - koreans are fucking stupid
- 29 - fuck this shit
- 30 - huh?
- 30 - composure is Godliness
- 31 - fuck my fucking life
- 31 - My Wife, Madonna
- 31 - lead the way rebelheart
- August 2015
- 04 - woah....The Aussie ..
- 16 - birthday, 2016 and beyond...
- 16 - sky lee is the biggest ..
- December 2015
- 03 - hollow
2016
- July 2016
- 29 - fact vs fiction
- 29 - hidden
- 29 - The Duke of The South
- 29 - The Chosen 9
- August 2016
- 02 - 9 and i
- 10 - Google
- 10 - without > with
- 12 - In Search Of : 1 Perfect ..
- 12 - Even
- 12 - Mirror Mirror
- 12 - Leader of Humanity, For, ..
- 15 - Sky and his stupid car
- 17 - Pure 9
- 18 - worst hideous human on ..
- 19 - the people have spoken
- 19 - suicidal martyr
- 22 - Lucky
- 22 - city of angels
- 23 - the core
- 24 - my future brazillian
- 24 - puzzle piece 6
- 26 - destiny
- 26 - PERMANENT DISCIPLINE
- 27 - them vs. US
- 28 - horny - but I did not get ..
- 29 - when one door closes
- 29 - The Aries
- 29 - Perfect
- September 2016
- 04 - heart gone
- October 2016
- 19 - Yacine and Peter Pan
- 21 - me and my vices
- November 2016
- 28 - Sky made me drink milk; I'm ..
- 30 - absence makes my heart grow ..
- December 2016
- 01 - mystery within a mystery
- 05 - Neo
- 10 - Yacine.
- 17 - Foreplay
- 26 - He, Saint, I, Devil.
- 31 - 26NinjaY
2017
- January 2017
- 01 - Hi 2017
- 02 - Dad in My Dream!
- 03 - detox day
- 03 - Always
- 05 - the force is strong with ..
- 05 - I'm Too Special
- 05 - MY NAME IZ NEO
- 05 - I wish my enemies die
- 05 - ME VZ. LOVE
- 06 - THANK YOU LOZ ANGELEZ!
- 06 - The Practice
- 10 - L-Eazy
- 10 - 0_0
- 11 - enemy #1
- 11 - My Dad; KING.
- 18 - Man > modeling
- 19 - Yay!
- 20 - life and love
- 20 - oh yay
- 31 - wicked games
- March 2017
- 02 - The Difference Between Pain ..
- 02 - yeah, well,
- 03 - Alright, I'm going to try ..
- 04 - Alright. Part of my plan to ..
- 04 - gifts are dangerous
- 04 - Jake, Eggplant, and Onion.
- 09 - Protein Jake Love
- 09 - Yo , Jake, You CK!
- 13 - eh
- 15 - Jake might be Jesus
- 19 - oh well
- August 2017
- 29 - Needed H
- September 2017
- 08 - about ro.
- 16 - Zero.
- 18 - the lie
- 18 - truth love
- 18 - "God did it"
- 22 - oh lord
- 24 - ro & I.
- October 2017
- 02 - or
- 03 - oh the show
- 03 - dear casting director ..
- 09 - ro ro ro ro your boat
- 16 - the living dead
- 26 - bark
- 29 - Night. Dark. Grey. White. ..
- 29 - gone
- 29 - icky
- 31 - before makeup and boys
- 31 - trick or fucking treat
- 31 - grkd
- November 2017
- 01 - the reality of the reality ..
- 02 - logic
- 03 - the right tool
- 06 - blended
- 08 - Kill All
- 10 - dealing with the sheep
- 11 - bug
- 11 - query to bug world
- December 2017
- 05 - DEATH DAY
- 22 - Sky & I
- 24 - "holiday"
- 26 - kind bug
2018
- February 2018
- 27 - 808
- 27 - TOO REAL
- 28 - I hate sky's world
- March 2018
- 01 - BALLgAme -----over
- 01 - point of intercept
- 02 - evil creature
- 02 - one night in A future fAr ..
- 03 - All BALL
- 10 - NOW WHAT?
- 10 - what's your name?
- 11 - the dilemma of divergency
- 11 - 990 / 50 / 20 / 220 / 808
- 12 - :(
- 12 - :( :(
- 13 - LIARS
- 13 - roasting sausages?
- 13 - but Are you Ninja?
- 13 - HATE Vibe
- 13 - HATERS
- 14 - dream
- 14 - death new
- 16 - HATERSsssssssssssky'swhores
- 16 - ---------------------------- ..
- 16 - before
- 16 - end of the celebrity era?
- 16 - 990
- 17 - in love
- 17 - sad ending
- 17 - "Jesus" And the MountAin
- 18 - hArder
- 18 - mystery
- 19 - A fight to the deAth
- 19 - don't forget About my ..
- 19 - end it
- 19 - ApocAlypze
- 20 - fuck everybody
- 20 - ANALYZATI0N
- 20 - blip
- 22 - no chAnge
- 22 - perfection
- 22 - youooooooooooooooooooooooooo ..
- 22 - fAiry tAle
- 23 - woe
- 24 - virgin
- 24 - WAITING
- 24 - whole
- 25 - fiction
- 26 - Phyzicx
- 26 - beyond life
- 26 - infinite
- 28 - union
- 28 - pure innocence pure evil
- 28 - I HATE THE GAME HATE THE ..
- 29 - =(
- 29 - 0ver it
- 29 - interference
- 29 - feeL
- 29 - perfection perfection
- 29 - honorAble
- 30 - drop
- 30 - h
- May 2018
- 23 - IHOP? IhArd Imop
- 23 - ll PART 2 - continues
- 23 - i, WAIT
- June 2018
- 12 - Airport
- July 2018
- 25 - Ache
- August 2018
- 04 - LETTING G0
- 07 - poP
- 09 - TRAVEL itch
- 10 - deAthsky
- 14 - crAving new
- 14 - going And knowing
- 15 - cloud ATLAZ
- 18 - I don't like it
- 18 - depressed
- 19 - cutting rope
- 20 - rAte frequency
- 23 - detAchment hAz to hAppen
- 23 - NEW
- September 2018
- 02 - Sky, I, And our "government"
- 04 - i I
- 05 - white horsey
- 07 - telekinetic?
- 09 - Alone
- 09 - kontrol
- 10 - creAturez
- 14 - the fourth wAll
- 20 - point bLAnk
- 25 - they say if you love then ..