pyrochick09 This week has actually been a pretty weird week. I've had so much come up in just the last few days that I'm a little overwhelmed to be honest. I've noticed that I'm getting my body back under control. I don't know what I did, but it has not been bothering me much in the past few days.. I've been eating like a pig and have gained a pound (woohoo!) so hopefully my weight continues to go up and then stays at a healthy weight. My sister has made a pretty full recovery which I'm extremely thankful for :). She came and seen us and it put a smile on my face to see her better. I finally got to play my ps2 again.. Kayen bought me a chord that I lost, so I was finally able to catch up on some games. I beat Xenosaga III today.. the final one in the series :( which sucks because the story line was amazing. It made me want more and the ending just didn't feel 100% complete.. I really hope Namco comes to their senses and decides to continue the series.. it would make this fan really happy :]]... I'm getting a tattoo soon.. I was wanting to do it for my birthday anyway.. I'm getting it for free, which scares the hell out of me, because the guy doing it has done a lot of tattoos, but he is still no expert.. but I just want something simple.. and something that means a lot to me.. I want it to have something to do with memories.. like looking through a photo album... my thing is.. that I look through my photo album and I can not find a picture of me.. no matter how hard I look, it's like I don't exist in that book of memories. That boy in the picture stares at me but I don't recognize him... anyway I know it's stupid but I want the tattoo to mean that, but in a shorter way.. I'm not sure what symbol or what I can use but I'll figure it out eventually. My grandparents were here a couple of days ago.. they drove up in my driveway 3 minutes after my mom told me they were coming.. it was the one day when I felt a little confident.. just a tad... and I had to strip away everything in a matter of minutes just so I could appear normal to my grandparents.. and when I say minutes I really mean it.. seriously it took me 5 minutes to remove all my makeup (which does not come off easily).. change my clothes and fix my hair.. which I put it in a ponytail and jabbed that mother fucker with a bunch of bobby pins.. it maintained it's shape, if it did not I would have stabbed it with more bobby pins... it actually looked pretty lol.. in 5 minutes?!.. I think I deserve a medal for fastest person to get back in the closet. Today was going to be the day that I spent some time with Kyndall.. but it sucks that she could not stop by.. which is cool because I'll talk to her on the phone tomorrow or friday.. plus I'll see her in a month.. we are going to reconnect and I'll make damn sure of it lol :). I have to say I'm also feeling the love for the gays in all the tv shows... True Blood really hit it when the whole episode was filled with man on man action 3... it's turning out to be a great season.. and I think it's not the only show that is going in that direction.. Glee, Modern Family, any reality tv show.. almost all the sitcoms are recognizing the gay community and I'm really proud of it.. good job tv network.. keep em coming :) |