emobrownie
Well I guess you all probably know what this is gonna be
about..... My day has been very very very boring. It is
starting to piss me off. I really dont like getting bored.
The only time that I smile or my expression changed today
is when I got a message from my boyfriend on facebook... I
was asleep until 11:00. I got up and just sat there for a
while. Then I came out of my room and just looked out the
window.
I watched TV for a little bit, I guess um that was kind
of entertaining. My brother was on some like creation
thing. Like where you can make people and then plan what
they do.... I cant remember what it was called.
There isnt really much to say about today. Uh....
yesterday was pretty good. I was txting my boyfriend. And
at the end of the day I got to ride the 4wheeler so that
was fun.
I guess I will try to make the most out the end of my
day.... I just need to find something to do you know.... I
might go ride the 4wheeler again later, maybe.
I like riding it. I like the way that when im on it I
feel like I can just get away from everything that is
bothering me or making me feel bad. I like the way that
they can go to a high speed but it helps you knid of slow
things down and get a chance to think about everything
that is happening to you... do you know what I mean...
I dont usually have time to think. With taking care of my
little brothers and trying to do all these things at once
I get so stressed out and cant think straight.
That is why one thing that I enjoy doing is sometimes, I
run of and go next to this pond thats in the woods. I like
to just sit there and watch the water while the fish swim
by making the water ripple and the reflections on the top
sway and move.
I have always had this little sort of obsession with
water. I love it. It can be gentle but also harsh. Its
beautiful but can be very dangerous.
Sorry if I sound like a fucking fortune cookie. I just
like water a lot.
Q: What is something that you really love and why?
$-$Emobrownie$-$
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