Lace Hedkase So, I spent all day yesterday sleeping. It pretty much made up for all the sleep I didn't get during the week. I woke up this morning and there's like 2 feet of snow outside, which is just like, "whoa! where the fuck'd that come from?!" Sad, yes indeed. Speaking of sad, I am sad. That's nothing really new, but yeah. I'm sad about more then one thing, more then what I'm usually depressed about. I could cry on cue at the moment. Any form of jealousy sucks. My dreams were so realistic yesterday, like I mean I woke up thinking it really happened. Everything looked the same as it does in real life. And there were so many people in my dreams, it was crazy. I realized something. I'm the type of person that's "All or Nothing". Either I'll stay put and waste away, or I'll leave and do everything. Staying requires a bit more heart, leaving requires a bit more selfishness. I don't know where I stand in this. And I can't stand it. |